Thanks guys for you support trust me, I dont want to turn this into a sad thread. Playing airsoft is the only thing that keeps my mind off her and losing my son Holden (Hence my name) during the time that I am playing. My therapist who is usually against mock violence cant believe how happy it makes me so she is 100 percent supportive.
Although I have only played two games with you guys she thinks (after talking to my brother in law about how decent you guys are) that you guys are the people I need to get me re acclimated into society. Her suggestion to me was join a bowling league but I happened to find you guys on the net and glad I did. So pretty much I was ordered to go to as many airsoft games as possible. The last year has been pretty much a rollercoaster ride you go from having a new house, baby a week away and a wife that loves you unconditionally to having basically nothing it has been incredibly taxing on me.
But moving down here with my sister and brother in law has been what I needed and finding you guys have been a godsend because I knew no one around here. But thanks a million for letting me play airsoft with you guys.